Tuesday, October 15, 2024

Thought experiment: being one among billions of cells - part 2

I have described in these pages a thought experiment  —  imagining oneself as one cell among billions in the body of humanity.

Since then, the woes of humanity have mounted. Wars, famine, pandemics of health, hatred and anxiety. Though historically common, these seem to have become more numerous, more intense, and more ghastly in their human consequences — deaths, injuries, hunger and starvation, including countless civilians and children; homes, hospitals, schools and jobs destroyed; forced mass migrations; alienation of neighbors one from another, even in communities far from war or famine, due to toxic political climates.

How does one cope? How does one person, with one voice in the seeming din of shouted harangues, both practice self-care and contribute in a sustained way? 

Return with me to the thought experiment. Even for an imaginary, single cell in the body of humanity, Life is a best efforts proposition. Each cell has its familiar set of chosen responsibilities within the body of humanity and fulfills those responsibilities in what it perceives as its best effort under its circumstances. 

Imagine that to a cell comes the knowledge that the body is in danger. For reasons other than self-defense (or far beyond it), some cells in the body are killing, maiming or starving their fellow cells and destroying or threatening to destroy organs in the body which are the sources and homes of those other cells. Yet other cells, for power or distraction from the effort to gain power, are trying to get cells to attack each other or to diminish the ability of cells work together, particularly to work together to reverse and deter the degradation of cellular cooperation that is needed for the health of the body. 

How does the cell respond to that knowledge? Just by pursuing its previously chosen set of responsibilities, however far from danger that may be, perhaps reasoning, “what difference could one cell make?” 

Or does the cell recognize the danger to the body, recognize that its duty of best efforts applies to care for the whole body, and recognize that it could make a real difference, especially by joining with other cells, and resolving to find out what it, that one cell, can do — what it can do beyond what it previously did, beyond what it was previously comfortable doing — to help in a loving and persevering way to protect and heal the body? I believe that the cell that chooses to pursue this resolution, this path of growth and service, will find that choice fulfilling and entirely consistent with self-care and having a life of joy.

Tuesday, October 8, 2024

Thanks and an invitation

Friends, for the joy of competing in the men’s senior veteran singles on October 18 in the 60th Head of the Charles Regatta, I have pledged to raise at least $2500 for the non-profit Charles River Watershed Association (CRWA), which protects the river and its watershed.  If you like what you read here, please consider supporting my row at  https://www.givengain.com/project/leeland-raising-funds-for-charles-river-watershed-association-83870  Thank you!

Monday, September 23, 2024

September 22, 2024

Life will always take care of itself, whatever we do, and whether we think about it or not.  But if we consciously attend to Life as it unfolds, and do our best to honor and protect it, something magical and very powerful happens.  It's as if the Holy Spirit is telling us,

"If you lovingly take care of Life, Life will lovingly take care of you."

Sunday, September 15, 2024

Reality check #23: Moral gerrymandering

I have written about knowing one will need "forgiveness" as a sure sign that one is about to cross a boundary.  The spectrum of importance of legal and ethical boundaries is vast, of course.  

Boundaries - geographic, legal and ethical - are inherent in the practice of some state legislatures in the United States called gerrymandering - "the political manipulation of electoral district boundaries with the intent to create undue advantage for a party, group, or socioeconomic class within the constituency."  When it is used to protect incumbents, Professor Wayne Dawkins describes gerrymandering as "politicians picking their voters instead of voters picking their politicians."

Reality check: Does my decision-making involve moral gerrymandering - the conscious or unconscious changing of my moral boundaries so I can do what I want to do or avoid doing what I don't want to do?  I place a high value on telling the truth - and on doing the right thing.  What should I do - what DO I do - when telling the truth about something unimportant, like whether or not I enjoyed an experience, would needlessly hurt someone's feelings?  Do I move the boundaries of my core values to disenfranchise my conscience?  To excuse or justify serving my interest rather than another person's interest?

How alert am I to the difference between suppressing one value to honor a higher value - especially love - on the one hand, and, on the other, suppressing the higher value for convenience or the avoidance of embarrassment or discomfort?

In the phrase "situation ethics," isn't ethics the more important term, and the loving service of others always the goal?  

 

Monday, September 9, 2024

Having faith in people

Faith in God, however named, will of course always be of great and special importance to those who have that faith.  However, God acts through people - and there are a lot of us.  The condition of the global environment for humanity and all other living things will depend greatly on what people do. 

So, compared to faith in God, I believe that faith in humanity - especially faith in those of our personal family, friends, neighbors and leaders who have not discredited themselves - is of much greater practical importance to the peace, justice and sustainability of societies around the corner and around the world.

It is in our interests to acknowledge, encourage, and honor the capacity for goodness - the holy potential - in every person.

Sunday, September 8, 2024

September 8, 2024

I have been reading a collection of early 20th century lectures by psychologist William James. The book is entitled The Varieties of Religious Experience

In that book, Professor James talks about individual human depression of the darkest kind. It is very hard to read the first-hand accounts of losing both enjoyment of practically everything in life - the faces, touch and laughter of loves ones, freedom of movement, sunny days, self-expression, learning - and hope that the deprivation will end. It is horrific even to try to imagine such experiences and hopelessness.

One of James's sources is Leo Tolstoy, the Russian writer. Unlike many others, and despite years of avoiding situations that would make suicide easier, Tolstoy did not give up looking for aid in escaping the prison of depression. And eventually he found aid. He found aid in what he called God.

Today, mindful that none of us gets through Life alone, I imagine this message from the Holy Spirit within each of us: 

"Whenever you find yourself in a dark place, a place of depression or seemingly endless grief, and all the ways out seem to be blocked, seek within yourself the will to find aid, to find grace, however small or brief the grace may be.  Persevere, and you will find aid. You will find grace, be it, at first, like drops of rainwater from the ceiling of a dungeon. A crust of bread in the dark. A memory of a special moment. Persevere in seeking grace, and you will find more and more of it, enough to free you.  Each time you find grace - indeed, each time you look for it - I will be close by."

Sunday, August 4, 2024

August 4, 2024

Holy Spirit, thank you for this moment.

And this moment.

And this moment, too.

Help me to cultivate gratitude not only when I am comfortable and Life is comfortable but also when it is hard to find gratitude lest, when I have a much greater need for gratitude, and for connection with You, I be not well prepared to find them.