Sunday, June 2, 2013

May 19, 1996



May 19, 1996 

I used to make my way, my path, through the spiritual wilderness with great difficulty.  I was cut by the thorns of ethical dilemmas.  I was daunted by huge trees that seemed to bar the way.  My body, mind and spirit were weary from the constant effort.  I could see to the side other paths made by other people, paths that were clear and smooth and which seemed to have more springs from which to quench my thirst and cool myself.  So I went back to try those paths.  There I found I could move fast and far with ease.  But eventually I realized that when I got to the end of others’ paths I’d be at someone else’s destination.  So now, again, I make my own path with great difficulty.  God help me.